Today I’m so thankful for this little head that let’s me give it both kisses and tears. To soak up all of that new baby smell and feel the healing and heartbreak of holding her.
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I remember imagining when I was pregnant with Logan what my maternity leave would look like. I imagined snuggling him in this carrier and walking this beautiful path. I haven’t come here alone since before Logan was born. Today I took Jojo on this walk I’d imagined 2 years ago and talked to God. I talked to him about being in the now with her and the not yet waiting for Logan. It’s a new part of parenting after loss that makes it all the more bittersweet.
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Behind the Willows 